What happened during my June holiday?At the first week of the June holiday, there is a few programmes from teachers to help improve on our understanding on a few subjects that we had done badly in our mid year examination. But I got sick as I have been affected by fever and this causes me to only attend on 1 course. This is very bad as I cannot cope up with some subjects and this means I will be skipping off some lessons.
In this June holidays, I have been doing some self-reflection on what have I done on the first six months of this year. Apart from some subjects that I poor in, I think I have only barely done quite okay. This means more pratice for me, but some subjects like Maths, Chinese and English are very important but I only merely passed my English and Chinese. This is very disappointing as I get back my Report Book, even those subjects that I am confident on passing, had failed me.
In the last three weeks, I have been trying to focus on how can I get a better grades in my subjects, how will I fare in my End-of-year examination, will I dropped out from express stream, will I stayed back in Secondary three next year? These question has been troubling me and I doubt my brain can stand this kind of tension.
But finally I have thought of a way to manage myself in the next half of the year as this only solution I have thought of so far. I have done too many nonsense in the first half of the year, I have thought before of using a timetable to manage myself but I doubted it will work as there will be many times I will neglect about the stuffs beside me. As the timetable will make you like a robot to follow it and so I decided to stop playing games in the next following five months, well at least until after End-of-year examination.(I have been recording about 2 months 3 days that I have never been playing games)